these dreams / Wednesday, January 30, 2008
ive been having these weird dreams lately and im still finding out what they really mean. actually ive been having weird and scary dreams since forever but its just that lately i can remember them (although not vividly). i hardly remember my dreams. what does this all mean?!?
the other day i dreamt about having my hair dyed red. then in that dream, my family was supposed to go some place i cant remember but they left me because we all can't fit in one car. i felt so bad, i woke up hahaha! and then last night (or actually a while ago), i dreamt that i went inside a computer lab with my classmate and found a lot of people inside. then i went to my other classates' cubicles and sat beside one of them while she asked me how to print a document she made from the computer. and then of them said, "diba si marc yun?" and pointed to my right. and true enough, he was there! and then i woke up and realized that it was a really bad dream. ahahaha omg. im dreaming of an ex?! oh c'mon..
i mean i knew that i was just dreaming it or i was partly awake when i was dreaming but i really didn't mean to dream about him in any manner possible! for the past months i don't think about him anymore and now i am and i feel terrible. maybe i'm just envious about the fact that he already has a new found love and i haven't. but so what right? i'm still waiting for the perfect perfect one. one who wouldn't lie just to get my attention. hahahahahahaha oops!!! :P
only i understood that, sorry.. haha! anyway, what ever these dreams mean, they better be good cause im freaked out by them. its also weird that i only remember the bad dreams and not the good ones (like mga "kilig" dreams or when i dream about my crush). what's also weird is that when we we're still together, i could hardly remember that i had a dream that involved us both in the dream. did i say that right? haha ewan! ok now i feel better. i've just made a fool of myself. wah. ok stopping.....
/Hopped!
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