these dreams / Wednesday, January 30, 2008
ive been having these weird dreams lately and im still finding out what they really mean. actually ive been having weird and scary dreams since forever but its just that lately i can remember them (although not vividly). i hardly remember my dreams. what does this all mean?!?
the other day i dreamt about having my hair dyed red. then in that dream, my family was supposed to go some place i cant remember but they left me because we all can't fit in one car. i felt so bad, i woke up hahaha! and then last night (or actually a while ago), i dreamt that i went inside a computer lab with my classmate and found a lot of people inside. then i went to my other classates' cubicles and sat beside one of them while she asked me how to print a document she made from the computer. and then of them said, "diba si marc yun?" and pointed to my right. and true enough, he was there! and then i woke up and realized that it was a really bad dream. ahahaha omg. im dreaming of an ex?! oh c'mon..
i mean i knew that i was just dreaming it or i was partly awake when i was dreaming but i really didn't mean to dream about him in any manner possible! for the past months i don't think about him anymore and now i am and i feel terrible. maybe i'm just envious about the fact that he already has a new found love and i haven't. but so what right? i'm still waiting for the perfect perfect one. one who wouldn't lie just to get my attention. hahahahahahaha oops!!! :P
only i understood that, sorry.. haha! anyway, what ever these dreams mean, they better be good cause im freaked out by them. its also weird that i only remember the bad dreams and not the good ones (like mga "kilig" dreams or when i dream about my crush). what's also weird is that when we we're still together, i could hardly remember that i had a dream that involved us both in the dream. did i say that right? haha ewan! ok now i feel better. i've just made a fool of myself. wah. ok stopping.....
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4:49 AM
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happiest new year / Thursday, January 03, 2008
compared to my christmas 07 experience (wherein tep and i talked and walked round the village of some private matters and i had to sleep a little earlier cause i didnt want to go out anymore), my new year's eve and jan.1 was a BLAST!!! it was way better, i'd swear.. only thing was tep wasn't able to go out that night and be with us..
we had cocktails at kuya mike's place with the whole soda family.. masis, kim and the other guys were there.. kuya mike made us a pitcher of maragarita but we couldn't drink that much cause our moms were there.. hehe.. he had a lot of booze that night but we didn't enjoy it that much.. of course after a glass of margarita and infinit, i turned RED again.. now im really starting to believe that im allergic to alcohol.. shit.. it was embarassing coz all of em thought i was already drunk! but i wasn't really.. wala pa ngang tama sakin eh! i wasn't dizzy and stuff.. i was just....RED! i hate it..
aryl, kuya mike's little boy, did a guitar performance for everyone and it was so funny and cute!! he really entertained us all with his little guitar and the cutest facial expressions while dubbing to a song by the doobie brothers (?)..
...woooh listen to the music!..anyway, after the thing at tito mike's, we headed for the street, checked out the fireworks, took a lotta pictures and just enjoyed the night filled with pulbura and smoke.. haha.. even though there weren't much to see in the sky, we all were happy that we were all together celebrating the new year.. and it was actually kim and masis' first new year in MSH.. so ayun.. fun.. hehe
after all the putukan and baby dynamites, we went to chi's place to just hang out for the rest of the night.. sound trip, soulja boy, kwentuhan to sum it all up.. we were up till 3.30 am
in the morning we went to mass and after that aryl invited us to their house to see chaffin, his new puppy.. when we got there he did another "gig" with his guitar. hehe he was so adorable! he wouldnt want to stop singing for us so when we had to say goodbye to eat lunch, he got really sad and he wanted us to stay in their house for lunch! haha! sobrang cute.. imagine, 3 years old lang yun, dami nang chicks! hehehe.. :)
we ate lunch at our kapitbahay and then nag aya si kim na magstarbucks coz she wanted to complete the stickers on her spark hope card.. we drove to bonifacio high street for starbucks.. starbucks gave away 2 stickers per order that time so kim was able to get all the stickers she wanted and, thanks to us, she got na her planner! ang ganda, leather yung cover.. i want one! but i'm really not crazy for starbucks, baka mabulok lang yung sticker booklet sa wallet ko..hehe.. then she bought treated us some krispy kremes as a "thank you" for the stickers we gave her.. sweet!
we left the boys at timezone and us girls went around high street and took some pictures.. then we went back to timezone and played a few games ourselves and then went home..
i was supposed to take a nap when we got home but i found myself in masis' house with ron, chatting and chatting and chatting and planning a star city trip later in the night.. then we went with kim to ups1 to buy robitussin for her rents... when we got back, i went home to rest naman but then i got distracted by my laptop! i uploaded all the pics i took the night before..then i realized na 6pm na pala! hindi man lang ako nakapagpahinga, ron was already texting me about the star city trip.. so i had to go out to make arrangements..
sobrang tagal ng preparation at planning at pagpapaalam ng iba we left msh 9pm na! grabe.. when we got there i got excited by the rides i saw from outside.. pero when we got in, sus, parang gusto ko nlng mag pier one! sobrang daming tao!! it was jampacked talaga! tapos ang dumi dumi pa.. freak show.. and i got disappointed when we found out that we cant buy a ticket PER ride.. we had to pay 250bucks to get on 3 rides, that was the minimum.. eh we paid na 60 pesos for the entrance.. so if we pay 250 just to get on 3 rides, plus 60, bale 310 na yung gastos.. eh yung ride all you can, 300 lang! badtrip.. di kasi naman namin alam! sana from the start, we took the ride all you can ticket already.. we decided not to pay 250 for 3 rides den coz of the tremendously long long long lines on the park rides! siguro pipila ka for 30 mins to 1 hr just to get on one ride. so it really wasnt worth it considering we only had limited time..star city closes at 1am..
so inaliw na lang namin sarili namin sa token thingys! haha! ginto and token grabe, 12 pesos ang isa! ubos pera din sya actually kasi ang hihirap ng games, you'd really want to try and try again! parang sugal.. tsktsk.. when we got tired of buying over-priced tokens and spending them on ridiculous and impossible games, we took pics na lang, first, of ourselves and then of other people passing by hahaha lakas ng trip grabe..
when we got home, hindi pa tapos ang pagsasaya! it was already 2am, but still we hung out at chi's (again..) and watched the boys play 'in between'.. some of us already said goodbye cause they were already sleepy.. jp ron me and chi still stayed up and chatted.. revelations galore sobra! dami naming napagkwentuhan, umalis kami dun 4am na.. chi wanted to rest na din kasi.. pero di pa din kami umuwi.. nagkwentuhan pa din kami.. haha! i told jp about SOMETHING really weird at natawa lang sya talaga.. grabe... hehehe.. i dont wanna talk about it here sa blog, its waaayy too embarrassing.. we went home 5am na.
for this holiday, i've learned a lot of things. some good, some bad, some are just weird... i've discovered a lot of truths. i got to know the people around me. i have had experiences that are new to me. i've bonded with the people i love. overall, this holiday break was really a break from the normal and boring life i had especially from the repetitive and monotonous routine of school work and home work. i'd say that this had been a crazy holiday and i love it.
/Hopped!
12:43 AM
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