yogurt dinner / Sunday, October 14, 2007
wala lang.. decided to post something while finishing my mango flavored yogurt..yum!!
hay..these days i find myself thinking too hard about my life in the past 3 years.. somehow, may part ng buhay ko na naaksaya lang dahil...wala... ewan.. feeling ko kasi nagpakatanga lang ako.. hay sayang..
minsan parang gusto ko lang magliwaliw kung san san.. i neeeed to go out with my csa friends i swear..!! kaso laging nauudlot.. ano ba to.. gusto ko nang makalimutan yung nangyari.. hehe.. di pa rin pala ako 100% na naka-move on.. cmon ilang buwan na oh?! wtf diana..
kaya pala ako pinahihirapan ni God ng husto sa school..para maging busy ako..para hndi ko na maisip yun.. eh kaso sembreak na, pano ba yan.. ehehe sana ibigay nlng sakin ni Lord eh masaganang wallet at magarang auto para maka-gimik ako ng husto! haha! joke lng..
ewan.. im not making any sense anymore.. in fact im not making any sense at all! ahahaha! gusto ko lang magtype.. pero di ko talaga matype lahat ng nararamdaman ko ngyon.. feeling ko kasi masyado nang personal.. i'll keep it to myself nlng muna.. :P
im becoming nostalgic everyday.. i hate being alone kasi napapaisip ako ng malalim! haha! hay nako.. nakakalungkot isipin yung nangyari noon sakin..sa amin.. pero im happy na nakahanap na sya ng bago, at masaya siya. kasi nakakaawa din naman kasi noon parang masyado na siyang lonely and hindi ko naman sya matulungan. buti ngyon na fill na yung loneliness nya. pakasal na kayo! haha! di nga, im happy for the both of them.. what pissed me off lang is.. wala. i'm keeping it a secret. baka kasi tawagin nyo kong baliw at tanga at stupida. basta ang feeling ko ginago lang ako. end of message. hehe..
waahh ang gulo ng utak ko ngayon! sasabog na lang siguro bigla nang walang warning.. hahaha! ayoko naa.. pwede ba magpalit ng buhay?? gusto ko maging pooch ng asawa ng isang mayaman na drug lord. hehehe sarap siguro ng buhay nun.. theyll groom you feed you wash you walk you clothe you pamper you and give you collar bling-blings ahahah omaygad!
onga pala, last friday, i FINALLY went to the parlor to get my hair cut.. ikli na ng buhok ko grabe.. so much fuhunn!! hehehe.. naiinis lang ako kasi masyadong maikli yung bangs na ginupit.. sabi ko sa babae, pa-sweep yung cut, ginawa ba namang diretcho! wah! i have to wait for 3 weeks to a month to let it grow back.. tpos ako na maggupit ng bangs ko myself! hah!
then (that day) i went to glorietta with mommy and bought skinnies hehehe feeling skinny! pero cute yung nabili ko, may red jewel studs sa pockets tpos crumpled yung dulo.. basta! hehe..
tpos nung gabi we went to the parlor (again) and we had a foot spa and a pedicure (colored my toe nails RED! haha!).. so di naman kami masyadong suki doon nung araw na yun? hehe..
anyhuz, im done eating my yogurt so i'll stop now and go finish my trad art stuff..ciao for now!
/Hopped!
11:14 PM
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