loser / Sunday, May 20, 2007
syet. talo nanaman. sweep na talo na sana kami sa darts kanina. buti na lang andyan si tito noel!
hehehe..there's a darts tournament going on in our place, saya nga eh! kaso i'm so bano, that's why i never win.. hahaha! ok lang, its all just for fun! :) it really isn't about winning, its all about the bonding. :) naks.. words from a loser.
ang sama talaga ng loob ko kanina.. kasi feeling ko naiinis na sakin si tito a, kasi i couldn't hit the right numbers.. haha! bano! anyway.. i lost against masis. magaling talaga siya eh.. hehe.. after our game, my other team mates played and they lost as well hahaha! nagtatag na nga kami ng foundation eh.. The Losers Club. Founded by Me. meron ding losers lounge sa park, dun kami nagtipon tipon. pero buti na lang talaga, sa team game na 501, nanalo kami! sa wakas! after so many losses.. may tama din! celebrate! underdogs win!
anyway.. isang panalo lang yun.. tsktsk..
hayy.. its good that i got involved in the tournament (even tho i suck). wala din naman akong ginagawa eh.. lang makausap.. it makes me forget about...loneliness.
buti na lang i got out of the house. buti na lang madaming tao sa labas. and masaya ako pag nakakasama ko sila. para kaming one big happy family dito sa village! :) hehe.. kasi bata man o matanda madali lang makasundo at pakisamahan..
swimming! yey! we're gonna take a dip at hazel's pool tomorw.. me and the barkada.. yehey! hehehe makakasama ko nanaman ang mga bading! im so excited! pero di pa ko naka pack ng things so maybe now's the right time.. hehe ciao!
/Hopped!
11:32 PM
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outlet / Thursday, May 17, 2007
i miss talking to someone on the fone before sleeping.. hayy.. i'll talk to myself na lang. hahaha! kaya nga may blog eh.. outlet.
this may not give any response or have any reaction to what i say (or type) but at least i can say anything i want and anything i can think of! walang kokontra! blog ko toh! hehehe..
parang teddy bear nung bata pa tayo.. when our kalaro becomes the kaaway of the day, uuwi tayo, go inside the bedroom and cry. and then at times, we talk to our stuffed animal friends.. well.. i did, haha, ewan ko sa iba.. kasi nakikinig lang sila and they never scold you or complain. diba?
just like our adorable pets.. in my case, i have a dog with me.. a real companion.. goes with me anywhere i go, even in the bathroom! hahaha! pero walang kuneksyon yun sa sinasabi ko.. hehe.. pero when i feel bad and i've got nobody to talk to, i cuddle my dog and cry on his golden fur.. when i run down my hand on his head, it sort of comforts me. parang nakikiramay siya sa'yo.. somtimes he'd rest his head on my lap, and, just like stuffed toys, he wouldn't say anything. he'll just be with you.
weow.. ang drama ko.. tama na nga.. kakaiyak. kakaloka.
/Hopped!
12:17 AM
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insomnia / Wednesday, May 16, 2007
Insomnia
n. Chronic inability to fall asleep or remain asleep for an adequate length of time.
Insomnia is a sleep disorder characterized by an inability to sleep and/or inability to remain asleep for a reasonable period. Insomniacs typically complain of being unable to close their eyes or "rest their mind" for more than a few minutes at a time. Both organic and nonorganic insomnia constitute a sleep disorder.[1][2] It is often caused by fear, stress, anxiety, medications, herbs, caffeine, depression or sometimes for no apparent reason. An overactive mind or physical pain may also be causes. Finding the underlying cause of insomnia is usually necessary to cure it.courtesy of wikipedia.com
haha! i guess i still wouldn't consider myself as an insomniac, mantika pa din ako pag matulog.. super late ko lng talaga matulog.. if i get past 10 o'clock, i'll have a hard time sleeping until 1 or 2am.. like now, inantok na ko knina eh kaso naaliw ako sa pagbbloghopping so im still awake and i would probably still be for another hour or so.
wala lang.. wala akong makausap eh.. loner! hehehe...
for the past few hours i've been downloading "elektro"/house music from various multiply sites.. most of which are from LJ.. i liked patt, elektro and the creeps.. all from Hed Kandi's Twisted Disco Album.. the beats wanna make me dance and go clubbin...with melai! hehehe! cute ni melai sumayaw eh nakakaaliw! u should see her dance! :P
i wanna go out!
on the 18th, redbox ako with KnC.. yey! i miss hanging out with them! super fun and super laughtrip pag kasama ko sila :) hay salamat makakalabas din! pero.. money! i neeeed money!! speaking of........ hindi pa din dumadating sweldo namin!!!! grrrr.. its been 3 weeks! wala pa din.. kakarampot na nga lang, ang tagal pa makuha! anak ng tinapay..
on october there'll be another manila fame int'l trade fair and I wanna take part in it. pero sana may sweldo na yung special set-up assistants.. i want to meet designers eh.. kakainggit yung mga classmates ko, they met milo naval and tony gonzales.. design legends! hehe.. i hope sa october magexhibit din si kenneth cobonpue or si budji layug.. hayyy
i really really wish matuloy yung swimming namin sa fontana with SODA, kahit fontana na lang! waaa i really want to go out... far.. far.. far.. away.. bora.. palawan.. ewan. basta! beach! i envy those people sa multiply who're showcasing their pics from bora or zamba or batangas! buti pa sila... nakakapagbeach.. ako sunbathing dito sa bahay haha ay sauna pala!
sa 21st din nga pala swimming with the badings at hazel's.. siya na lng ang may pool eh.. sayang yung Little Ranch before eh may pool, ngyon wla nah tsktsk.. nwala na yung hang out namin.. gawd! i wanna soak up! suupperrr init sa bahay! wheeww!! when will it rain?!?!! sana this may na.. para come june, konti nlng yung ulan.. konti nlng yung baha.. waa
speaking of baha, i'll be buying myself a pair of black doll shoe Crocs.. I THINK it'll be the best school shoes for me, especially when rainy season comes, cause its made of rubber so it would outlast the flood in espanya :) hehe.. crocs naman eh matibay naman siguro yun.. plus, its comfy! so i wouldn't have a problem walking/commuting..
yaddi yaddi yadda!
tama na nga.. wala na kong maisip sabihin.. nightiez
/Hopped!
12:07 AM
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